I went for a walk this morning with my mom and then ate breakfast on the grass and lay in the sun for a while and then spent my morning applying for new jobs.
I spoke to my parents and had a few heart to hearts and I am going to be fine. I am going to be ok and everything is going to be ok.
On the farm, love and fresh air, going to have dinner with my brother tonight, not a care in the world.
Gin and tonics and reading and writing all afternoon and I’m about to eat a hamburger for the first time in years – yes hamburger roll and all, sauce and all – fuck it – take a risk every day – no matter how big or small. I’m about to conquer a hamburger.