Tiredness – Day 12

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I wake up next to him and its magic, we make breakfast and we laugh.
Something washed over me. I feel anxious and scared, shaking non stop, my jaw is tingling and it’s as if my blood vessels are even scared.

Binge on swiss roll and ice cream.

I go home and I sleep for about an hour. Cold shower. I go to sleep again tiredness that never ends with sleep.

Binge on ice cream and chocolate mousse.

No purging.

Sleep again.

Binge on McDonalds.

Sleep.

Spoke to my mum. I feel I have no direction. I feel numb and I feel hollow.

Write.

Sleep…

I think relationships are a huge trigger for me.

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