So I was incredibly miserable this morning! The wind was howling. The fact that my tent didn’t blow over is a miracle lol. Felt like binging like crazy! So I walked 5km’s to a gas station and had a chocolate croissant and m&m’s! So I walked 10km’s which helped with the bit of guilt I was feeling!
Staying at my same spot tonight, spent the day writing and reading and I took a lovely long walk through the banana fields and olive trees. Made an epic lunch sandwich!
And been snacking on cranberries whilst reading all afternoon. Feel like I have had way too many calories today!
Which made me think, I’m in a war with my eating disorder. We fight and we fight and for years we have been fighting. What if we accept each other and call a truce?
What if we just look each other in the eyes and say ‘it is what it is, let’s stop beating each other up’