All these mixed emotions – Day 12


Had a lovely day! Went to a hot springs, a old deserted military camp and the boarder of Israel and Jordan! 

Haven’t felt so fat in a while, confidence lacking, didn’t swim in the hot springs. Everyone kept asking why and I just said it was because I still had a cold. It was because I didn’t want to get into a bikini and have everyone see me. 

I’m really feeling anxious. 

I started tapering down in my meds, I forgot about it and now that the anxiety is so strong I realize that the meds could be the cause? I’m going to stay on the lower dose for a bit and see how it goes. 

Still dreaming of Nutella.

Skyped with Andrew for 2 hours and it was lovely. I miss him so much! So much! 

Author: gettingmyheartbrokengenerally

If you asked what I do in my spare time I'd answer... Getting my heart broken generally. Running a business, navigating into my 30's with incredible family and friends. Where I am now, 4 years after divorce, travel and relationships.

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