Had a lovely day! Went to a hot springs, a old deserted military camp and the boarder of Israel and Jordan!
Haven’t felt so fat in a while, confidence lacking, didn’t swim in the hot springs. Everyone kept asking why and I just said it was because I still had a cold. It was because I didn’t want to get into a bikini and have everyone see me.
I’m really feeling anxious.
I started tapering down in my meds, I forgot about it and now that the anxiety is so strong I realize that the meds could be the cause? I’m going to stay on the lower dose for a bit and see how it goes.
Still dreaming of Nutella.
Skyped with Andrew for 2 hours and it was lovely. I miss him so much! So much!