Work is very busy and it’s a lot of pressure.
And half of the pressure is from myself.
I go to work horrified that I am going to do something wrong.
Spent the night with A which was lovely. But I could feel that I wasn’t my usual self. I could feel that I was anxious and that I was tense and worried about work. I wasn’t always in the moment.
I’m looking forward to this week being over and being able to sleep in with him and relax.