Vulnerable – Day 9

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It was a long rough week.

So its only natural that I polished off 3/4’s of a bottle of wine in 45minutes…

It was great fun. We had dinner at A’s house and two of his friends came over and we drank and snacked and played beer pong and A and I won both rounds 🙂

Then…his friends went to buy cigarettes and A and I snuck up to his room for some fun while they were gone. Then it was all smiles and we hung out and then I don’t even remember what happened and how it happened and why it happened and how it just came out!

All I remember is I said ‘I love you’  in a very casual and nonchalant way. And he hugged me and said ‘My honey, you my everything, you the only girl I want’. And I looked down to the side, yes of course I was hoping he would say it back. Instead he said ‘I just don’t want to say it yet, I’ve been single for so long, I just don’t feel ready. Is that ok?’

And then his friends came back and that was that…

Yes its ok.

Doesnt change the way I feel…

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