Routine – Day 22

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I need routine.

I really struggle without routine, I feel all over the place and as if I have no structure and no direction and everything is just a mess.

But every time I get into a good routine it lasts about 2-3 weeks and then something happens like I get the flu or I go away or I randomly get depressed. Then I have to start all over again and its so frustrating because I think this is pretty much the way my life. Yes I can try keep things more organized but things are inevitably always going to go astray. My mom reckons the fact that I am aware of these patterns is already helpful. So its going to happen and it is what it is – just get back up again.

I suppose she is right.

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