Today A moved into his sisters old room – its in the corner of the house far from everything else. It has a bigger bed and a bigger bathroom and a patio 🙂
So we spent the day moving all A’s things. I sleep at his house 6 days away – so now my side of the bed has ornaments and books on instead of rubies cubes and car models.
A arrives at the airport at 13:20 and I cannot wait!
I am so excited to see him I can hardly contain myself – we’ve been sending dirty texts for like the past three days already lol. And we are so glad this break is over – we are never going away without each other again! It was the absolute worst.
So excited I can hardly contain myself!
I found love where it wasn’t supposed to be.
Right in front of me.
From the start, everything with A has been so natural and so organic and I’m enjoying it cautiously.
I still have moments where we staring into each others eyes and I want to tell him I am falling in love with him, but I am scared. It’s such a big step and naturally there is a fear that he doesn’t say it back. I want to put myself out there and be vulnerable and open but I am still scared. Maybe sometime soon.
One of my friends asked A if we were official and he said yes, apparently she then told him its not official until you ask. So he asked if I was seeing anyone and whether I wanted to see him haha. That night we lay in bed staring into each others eyes.
‘So you wanna hear about this fancy new girlfriend I have?’ A asked me smiled.
‘I would love to’ I replied.
‘Well, she is so pretty and looks sexy all of the time, she is fun and she likes me even when I’m being a silly billy.’
‘She sounds lovely!’ I exclaimed.
‘Yeah, she’s great’ he said
‘Well, I think she’s the luckiest girl in the world to have you 🙂 ‘
Things at work are now ironically going really well. I think because I cleared the air with my boss, everything sis running much smoother and I feel we have our friendship back. She is trying to put me on a guilt trip as she keeps mentioning that I am leaving.
I’ve been doing a lot of research on next year. Where I would like to go and what I want to get out of it. What my goals go and so on. I think I need this, I think I really really need this.
Ok so I did it…
I resigned 🙂
It actually went surprisingly well, I was just completely honest and open with my boss. Honesty is always the best policy. I explained to her that I wasn’t growing, I felt I was stagnating. She was incredibly supportive, and agrees that I need to grow and go out and explore the world, because I told her I was really interested in travelling.