We’re housesitting for my aunt and uncle until Sunday and its great, we’re so excited 🙂
One of A’s best friends, Matty, as just come back from Kenya and we haven’t seen him for bout 3 months so he came and crashed our romantic dinner. We landed up drinking 5 bottles of wine between the three of us and sat on the veranda watching the storm pass until 01h00 in the morning.
We were making jokes that we probably all going to have to move into a house together one day. Me and A and all his friends because no other woman seems to put up with them 🙂 was so sweet.
I love all those boys so much.
So its my best friends birthday today and we had the most fabulous dinner!
The two of them and A and I landed up drinking 5 bottles of wine and cocktails and eating and chatting and drinking and it was the best 🙂
How typical of the universe.
Last week I posted about my concern that A and I spend way too much time together and I’m starting to wonder if its a good thing. Well…now I haven’t seen him for 3 nights in a row because I’ve been so busy at work.
Strangely its been good. I miss his a hell of a lot and its awful not seeing his smile everyday but I’ve been doing so much work, and spending time at my house and reading and actually hanging out with me again 🙂
Saw him this evening and it was magic 🙂 he was smiling so much and giggled when we kissed and when I asked whats funny, he simply said ‘nothing, I’m just really happy :)’
Its amazing to be back in his arms.
In therapy today my psychologist pointed out that I always give people the power. I don’t take the lead even when its my right.
With work for example, I put all the power into my partners hands and don’t take control of the situation.
I’m always afraid of being the bad one. So I’ll let people take advantage of me over and over again all in the name of being a ‘nice person?
I do it at work and in relationships and basically every day life.
She suggested to listen to my body. If I have to make a decision I should always go with my gut – whether that outcome benefits the other person or not. Because in the end I’m just hurting myself…
Had such a lovely day!
Went to lunch at my best friends house and A came with.
It was great seeing them and it was like old times, like when I was living with them. Light hearted and warm 🙂
One of my best friends was hospitalised today.
I went to drop her off at the psychiatric ward earlier this evening.
Its been a long time coming.
I invited my two best friends over for dinner tonight. I haven’t seen them since their wedding which was two months ago.
After my friend said that I never spend time with them anymore because I now have a boyfriend, I kind of just got over the whole evening.
In the end things got better and we had a nice time but all in all the evening was pretty average…