We’ve been doing really well with our running, A and I, today we did a 7km and we actually managed quite well 🙂
Then made delicious pasta for dinner and I concentrated on every morsel that entered my mouth and tried not to be freaked out by all the cream.
So much has happened in a year.
I’ve been living in the flat behind my uncles house for a year now – when I moved in after the divorce I said it would be 6 months and now I have been there for a year already.
But I feel like me again.
Things are simple again.
I go to the gym and I have breakfast. I go to work and I actually enjoy it. Then I have dinner and hang out with my boyfriend.
And tomorrow I do the same thing again. And you know what – its awesome.
Things are simple and light and happy.
I no longer feel that I cant breath and there isn’t a shadow of depression constantly following me anymore. There isn’t an eating disorder chatting away in my head 24/7 telling me I’m worthless. And there’s no divorce or husband continuously making me feel like a failure.
Its just me and the simple things in life.
I have started eating all my meals again and snacks and going to gym.
It feels great.
I want to be healthy and balanced! I feel so much better when I am nourishing my body instead of punishing it. It makes a difference to every aspect i my life.
I went to the gym today for the first time in about three weeks and it was tough.