The desert – Day 10 

 

The desert baby. 

The vastness. 

The heat and the colors. The sands and the rocks. The sun scorching hot and my skin feels dry to the touch. 

I’m a desert girl so I feel very at home 😊 

The bus drive was 8 hours long with a stop over in Tel Aviv for 2 hours. 

I binged on the bus which isn’t ideal. But it happened. Coffee, a croissant and 2 chocolates. In tel Aviv I had muesli and purged that. I feel in control when I purge, I hate it, but I do. 

Again, when I sit here, my feet hanging off the ledge of this beautiful crater in Mitzpe Ramon, all I think to myself is ‘why?’ When there is so much beauty in this world, how do the demons still take ahold of us. Our demons still hold such a tight grip on us.