One woman show – Day 8,9

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I’m operating a one woman show here – designer, seamstress, marketer, manager, accountant and cleaner.

Basically spent my whole weekend creating my lookbook for my new collection and working on my website.

A went away and he is back today 🙂 I can’t wait!

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Pasta and canned tomatoes – Day 17

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So I’m super poor. I had some money and then I had to buy my meds and now I have 10cents to my name.

So this week I am polishing off everything that is in my house, so my diet will mainly consist of oats and pasta with canned tomatoes haha.

My gas stove has also run out of gas – so its oats for now and anything that can be made in a microwave.

I think this is the best thing that has happened to my eating disorder ironically…because I’m actually viewing food as fuel instead of comfort or the enemy.

I can’t even deal – Day 13

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Got paid my old salary.

Shoot me.

Fuck.

I cant even deal. I’m not even going to work. Honestly I am not going to work. I emailed and asked he about the increase and she said she is happy to discuss it on Friday – There is nothing to discuss!

Also my date with Rick was cancelled – we just not compatible? He literally told me I was crazy lol. He said as desirable and lustrous this seems he feels that it will have an expiration date. I appreciate his honesty I suppose. And now I am not in a pickle. And I just got batted.

Today was a bit of a fail.

Having some wine and having an early night.