Ok so C is slightly agitated because I won’t let him even touch me, literally all we do is kiss.
I have made it quite clear that I am not going to sleep with him. So I have been told I can’t sleep in his bed anymore hahaha. This is hilarious. He also all of a sudden doesn’t want to go camping with me anymore. Strange.
So this morning I left early and I went exploring around and spent some time on the beach reading and writing and drinking tea.
I have a little bit of anxiety.
My throat is sore and I have a cold. When I get sick I get really sad and really down.
Skyped with Andrew this evening for two hours, it was lovely.
Maybe it’s because I am sick or maybe it’s because I am now in Israel and I was expecting to have an epiphany and I haven’t that I’m feeling incredibly anxious and sad.
