Its exactly a year to the day that my divorce decree was granted in the courts and all was finalized.
I was standing on a mountain in Mossel Bay with N and we kissed and he said ‘Here’s to no longer living in adultery’ and we laughed and hugged.
Then it was over.
Just like that – a judge signs the papers and 3.5 years is dissolved – just like that.
Starting my sister in laws wedding dress today and then going home the weekend for the first fitting of the mockup dress 🙂
Excited!
My brother proposed to his girlfriend on their holiday in Australia.
So happy and so excited for them 🙂 my heart is smiling.
How magnifeicent is the ring 🙂 Its a family heirloom, it was my grans 🙂
By the way – we’ve made it to day 250! I can’t believe it. So much has happened in the past 250days, I cannot even begin to comprehend the adventures and growth that I have experienced. And its so perfect that today I move into my studio to start my business and my next venture.
May the sparkle in your eyes today last forever…
I will post pics as soon as we get some nice ones 🙂
Back to work, working like crazy.
Starting to panic a little I wont lie.
The wedding is driving me insane…
It is so much work and I don’t feel as if my friend is appreciating it at all. She doesn’t get it. She doesn’t understand the craft and the art that clothing is. It’s incredibly frustrating.
I cannot wait to get away for the weekend.
Work.
Work..
Work…
Bride driving me insane. She is now called the bride as my friend has become bridezilla.
Work.
Work..
Work…
We’ve bought all the fabric and the samples are done and today I start with the final dress 🙂
Off to my besties farm 🙂
Gin and tonics in the pool, wedding plans.
Laughs and smiles.
Home is the feeling I have when I am with the two of them.
My heart is here freezing, as my tears fill my bowl and I’m finally tasting alone. Sat at an ice cream parlour and you broke my heart, now I’m tasting the saddest vanilla.
You’re such a swamp, but you’re all I want.
I miss him.
I feel scared and anxious for the future. Trying to be peace at where I am at this moment. Be free in the learning and be free here and now in this moment. I have no direction and I have no where I’m heading and I guess I am lost. But I am me and that is enough for now.
I will be found and I’m not faking it anymore. I don’t know what or who or when or how. I don’t know what I want from this life. And thats ok for now.
I’m ok.
There’s a bright white beautiful heaven hanging over me.
